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  Mad Love

  Author: October Dawn

  Dedication:

  To my Dook, Meat and Maddie I hope you all find Mad love one day I love you guys more than anything in the world. And to my Double Aut you are my Cowboy I love you

  Maddie

  Here I am sitting at the same bar I have for the last ten years. Every Wednesday I sit here and wait for him. All my uncles come up to me give me hugs and kisses, they tell me they love me. And there he is Cowboy he sees me at my usual bar stool and comes over. He says "Mad" only he calls me that everyone else it is Maddie. "There is the love of my life".... “Happy Birthday Angel” if only he knew what he did to my heart when he says those things to me. Then he looks at my dad hey Double Aut how it is going my brother. Oh did I forget to tell you I sit at this bar every week because that is what my dad's M.C. does. Yep that is me the only daughter of an important guy in the M.C world. Not only am I the only daughter I am the baby with two huge brothers not to mention all my uncles. Yep that is fun. Try having a boyfriend in that world. It's not that I am not able to get a boyfriend I am not blind I know I am pretty. I am Five Foot even with long blond hair to my ass. My dad refused to let me cut it ever but I love it. I weigh 100 and have DD thanks to my mom. My dad says to cowboy you be careful with my girl tonight. Anything happens to her and you know the price. Today is my 21st birthday. I had to do a lot of begging to get out of this bar tonight and into another. Usually if I am allowed to go anywhere it is never alone. I always have to have one of my Neanderthals, or an uncle with me. This should explain the whole boyfriend issue. Cowboy man hugs my dad and says "You know I would die for her". He looks at me "So what is the plan". We are going to meet Tot, Brandon, Lacey and her new man at Time Square that new club on central. My dad just rolls his eyes he is not happy about this. You have no idea how many Please Daddy's I had to say to get this night. Don't forget daddy I am staying with Tot tonight. Now he is really rolling his eyes because he can't stand when I don't come home. Cowboy looks at me "up you go Mad". We walk out of the clubhouse and he gets on his bike. I get on behind him. Nothing is life is better than when I get to ride with cowboy between my legs. We take off on our way to the club. When we get there I get off his bike fix my dress and hair and he starts to laugh what are you laughing at "you" he says why are you laughing at me? Only you Mad can rock six inch heels and a dress on a bike and look that beautiful when we get where we are going. He grabs my hand and starts walking to the door. The good thing is we never wait in line and never pay a cover, people always move out of our way. We make it through the door and I see my friends. I pull him there they are. He gets to the table and Tot says only one babysitter tonight Maddie. You are 21 when are you going to be able to live your own life. Cowboy answers before I can with a "Never". Then he kisses me on the cheek and says I will be at the bar watching. When he walks away Tot says finally. Brandon orders around of shots. I am feeling it by my third shot. Tot grabs my hand and leads us to the dance floor. We are really feeling it. I am pouring sweat me and Tot are grinding on each other when Brandon comes up and starts dancing with us, he is behind Tot. Then I feel something hard behind me and hands slip around my waist. Before I can even turn my head to look and see what it is I feel his hands being ripped off me. I look and there is cowboy yelling at the guy “what do you think you are doing touching my girl" Whoa what I am thinking but my mind is stuck on how much I love being called his girl. The guy is scared shitless nothing new about that. “I am sorry I didn't know she was with anyone". Cowboy looks at him and says well now you know. I am so pissed right now the whole dance floor is just staring at us. I look over at Tot and say I will see you tomorrow, I just can’t take this shit anymore. I storm past cowboy and out to the parking lot. I am almost at his bike when my arm is pulled and I spin around. Cowboy looks at me with his big brown eyes "Mad don't be angry with me Angel". I just look at him and say you have to stop this. Why would you tell that guy I am your girl? He just gives me a look like I should know the answer to that question. He simply says because you are "my girl". My mouth is hanging open I don't even know what to say, so I go with anger. You have to stop this I am not 11 anymore I have to grow up and you guys have to let me. All of a sudden I realize our mouths are so close they are almost touching. He grabs my face and is yelling at me. Do you really think I don't know you are not 11 anymore? Do you think I am blind and don't see the beautiful women in front of me. By now I am panting at his words and I start to cry. Cowboy you have to quit saying things like that to me. I don't know what to think about it. You have been messing with my head for years and I just can’t do it anymore. Then he just kisses me and I don't mean a little kiss I mean this is I am going to eat you for dinner kiss. His hands are touching me everywhere rubbing on me, teeth hitting and lips biting. He pulls away. "Oh my God" Mad I am sorry. I should not have done that I am sorry. I just look up at him with tears in my eyes "why". He looks at me "Why what". Cowboy why are you sorry. Is it because you don't want to kiss me or because of my dad. His eyes are bigger than I have ever seen them and his smile is so wide his eyes sparkle. "Mad you are all I have ever wanted no one holds a candle to you". Then I pull his mouth back down to mine and kiss him with all the love I have for this man. I break the kiss and looking him in the eyes and say “Cowboy get me out of here”.

  Cowboy

  Oh god it is Wednesday not only is it Wednesday but it is her birthday and I promised to take her out. What do I get myself into not sure how much more of this I can take? I walk into the clubhouse and there she is sitting where she always does. “Mad” I say to get her attention “There is the love of my life”….. “Happy birthday Angel”. She is smiling so big if she only knew how true my words were. “Double Aut” I say to her dad yep I am in some serious shit if he only knew what I think about his baby girl. He is talking oh shit I better answer him. “You know I would die for her”. I look at her she is telling me about what the plans are for the night I grab her hand and lead her out to my bike. She climbs on and wraps her arms around my waist and I can feel her thighs holding tight to me. I am hoping and praying that I can keep my dick under control. We pull up to the club and she climbs off my bike. God look at her she is fixing her dress and hair and looks sexy as hell so I just laugh to try and stop my dick from standing at attention in front of her. She looks at me pissed “why are you laughing at me”. So I tell her “mad only you can rock six inch heels and a dress like that on a bike and look that sexy”. She just smiles at me. I grab her hand and start walking into the club. Everyone moves out of my way like always and just looks at us. We make it in to the club she sees her friends and starts to pull us that way. We make it to the table where her friends are and Tot is going on about how she needs to live her own life and blah blah blah that girl needs to shut up. I look at them and let them know Mad will never be able to live her own life. I have to get out of here fast before I do something I will regret later. I look at her and let her know I am going to the bar but I will be watching. She knows the rules someone is always watching. I make my way to the bar and order a beer and I can see they are doing shots. Tot grabs Maddie’s hand and starts to lead her to the dance floor. They are dancing god I love to watch her move. My dick is at full attention now then I see him shit what does he think he is doing I am going to kick his ass. Before I even know what I am doing I am pulling the guy off her and yelling at him what do you think you are doing touching my girl” She is just looking at me now the guys is saying something about he is sorry I don’t even care he knows not to touch my girl again. Mad is yelling about she is sick of this shit and storming out of the club. Wait what the fuck she is doing. She is almost at my bike when I grab her arm "Mad don't be angry with me Angel”. She starts yelling at me about how I think she is 11 is this girl
crazy I far from think she is eleven anymore. Her mouth is so close to mine before my brain can think my lips are on hers. Oh fuck what did I just do “Mad I am sorry” she is just staring at me with tears in her eyes. She is talking again asking if it is because of her dad. This is girl is crazy “Mad you are all I have ever wanted no one holds a candle to you”. Then her lips are on mine again and she is telling me to get her out of here. What am I doing I am kissing mad back and pulling her onto my bike riding towards my house. I must want to die because that is what is going to happen. But all I can think about is feeling her lips on mine again and at this point I don’t care if I die.

  Maddie

  We are on his bike so fast I don't have time to think. He grabs my arms and wraps them tight around his waist. We pull up at his house and he lifts me off his bike, his mouth is on mine while he cares me to the door. He kicks the front door shut with his boot never taking his mouth off mine. Next thing I know I feel like I am laying on clouds, I am on my back in his bed. Oh my god cowboy is kissing me and I am in his bed. If I died right now this would be my heaven. He pulls up off of me takes off his cut and hangs it up. Then he is back on me. He pulls my heels off me and is devouring me. "Mad it has always been you I don’t won’t to pretend anymore". I have tears in my eyes again as I say "Cowboy it has been you and only you since I was 11". Then he slowly starts to pull my dress up my legs to wear he can see my panties. I hear him pull in a tight breath. I have on my Support Your Local Rebellious Souls thong. He says that's my girl when he sees them. He pulls my dress completely off my body and I am laying in his bed in nothing but my thong and black lace bra. I lean up and pull his shirt off him rubbing my hands all over his hard chest never taking my mouth off his. I start to unbutton his jeans he grabs my hands "Mad you don't have to do this tonight” I look him in the eyes "Cowboy it is my birthday and I want my present". He lifts up off my body and bends over to take off his boots and jeans. I have never in my 21 years seen anything as beautiful as cowboy in a pair of black boxer briefs. I reach behind me and unclasp my bra letting it fall to the bed. Cowboy crawls back up me his hands running all over me. Then I feel his mouth on my nipple I make sounds I didn't know excised. I can feel his hard length pressed against my leg and I want nothing more than to feel it in my hand in my body. I run my hands down his chest and pause for a second when I get to the waistband of boxers and hold my breath. I reach my hand in them. Then I feel his hot smooth skin in my hand. I squeeze it tight and start to move my hand up and down. Cowboy say "Angel you have to stop or I won't last." I let my hand fall free. Then I feel his fingers pulling the straps to my panties and now I am laying here with nothing on. Cowboy is looking at me he has this fire in his eyes I have never seen on him before. "Mad are you on the pill". I have no words so I just shake my head yes. "Mad I am clean, I want just you nothing between us". I look him in the eyes "I trust you cowboy” Then I realize nothing is between us. It's just me and cowboy on this cloud and I love it. This moment is everything I have ever dreamed of. I can feel the tip of his cock at my entrance he looks me straight in the eyes “I Love You Mad no more pretending you are mine". He is kissing me so hard I can feel all the love he has for me in the way he is kissing me. He starts to push oh my god this is it. I look into his eyes "Cowboy I love you so much" he pushes a little more "Angel tell me to stop if I am hurting you too much" I just pull his head back down to me as he starts to move in and out slowly pushing a little more each time. Then he gives one big push and I feel it rip. I am now a women cowboy has made me his women. He picks up his pace moving in and out faster. I lift my hips to meet his thrust wrapping my legs tight around his waist. "Oh god mad you are so tight I love you so much". We are both moaning and pouring sweat as our bodies are slapping together he slowly runs his hand down my stomach until he reaches my sex and his thumb finds my clit he starts to rub it. My whole body goes tight and my back arches up off the bed "I'm coming” I feel cowboy's body tense up and his hot cum hitting deep inside my pussy. "Cowboy I love you” we lay there for a minute him still buried deep inside me. Then reality hits his phone is ringing and I would know that ringtone anywhere it is my dad he just looks at me. I know he has to answer no matter what. He pulls out of me and reaches for the phone. "What's up brother" I can hear my dad's voice asking about me I pull the sheet up around my naked body and sit on the edge of the bed "She's fine Double Aut" I can't tell what he is saying but I hear my dad yelling something. I start to stand up and cowboy grabs my hand and shakes his head "Talk to you later brother LNR” cowboy looks at me "Angel what are you doing” I hold the sheet tighter I am getting dressed I know we can't do this my dad is going to kill you "Mad leave Double Aut to me I will handle it” I lean over and kiss him hard. I don't know what will happen with this but my dad is not going to be happy. Cowboy smiles at me Angel let me show you how much I love you again and so I let him.

  Cowboy

  We pull up to my house. I lift her off my bike and carry her into my house. I never stop kissing her. I get to my bedroom and lay her on my bed. All I keep thinking is that Double Aut is going to kill me but I never want to stop kissing Mad again as long as I live. I am laying on top of her on my bed. I lift up take my cut off and hang it up. I am back on top of her in no time I am devouring her mouth. I look it her eyes "Mad it has always been you I don’t won’t to pretend anymore” I start to pull her dress up her body taking my time so she can change her mind still. I stop when I see her panties she is rocking a support thong. “That’s my girl”. I know I am in love with this girl. She just gets it she knows how to live this life and is ok with it all. I pull her dress all the way off and I have never seen anything like the sight in front of me Mad in her thong and black lace bra I tell her we don’t have to do this tonight. I am trying hard to do the right thing and hold on to some control. But it all leaves me at once when she looks at me “Cowboy it is my birthday and I want my present". I have to give the girl what she wants for her birthday that is just the kind of guy I am. Always thinking of others needs first. Yea right I am only thinking of one thing right now and that is how good it is going to feel to finally sink my dick into this girl. I look at her again and she has taken off her bra before I know it my mouth is on her nipple sucking and biting and pulling she is making all kinds of sounds that I have never heard but they are hot as hell. Then I feel her little hand on my dick and she squeezes it. "Angel you have to stop or I won't last”. Thank god she drops my dick I am so close I don’t know what to do with myself. I don’t want to feel anything but her hot tight skin on me. So I ask her if she is on the pill when she shakes her head yes I almost blow right then. I have my dick at the entrance to her pussy she is soaking wet. I can’t wait anymore “I Love You Mad no more pretending you are mine”. Then I push into her. She is so tight I know I have to be hurting her. I tell her to let me know so I can stop if I am but she never tells me to stop then I feel her rip. I keep moving pushing in and out. “Oh god mad you are so tight I love you so much". We are both pouring sweat I reach my hand down between us and find her nub I start to rub it. I feel her whole body get tense and her back comes up off the bed she yells “I’m coming” and that is all it takes I am going off like a rocket pumping my seed deep inside her. Nothing has ever felt this good in my life. I still have my dick deep inside her when my phone starts to ring she just looks at me she knows who it is just like I do. I grab the phone I know she can hear him yelling in the phone "She's fine Double Aut” he is telling me something I should be listening to but I see her moving she is getting up what does she think she is doing so I grab her hand and shake my head no at her. “Talk to you later brother LNR” when I hang up the phone I ask her what she is doing. She starts going on about her dad is going to kill me. She is most likely right but I let her know I will worry about that not her. I lean over and kiss her “Angel let me show you how much I love you again” she just smiles at me and lets me show her.

  Maddie

  I feel someone kissing me "Angel wake up baby".
Oh my god I am dreaming I can hear cowboy talking to me I have really lost my mind now. "Angel you have to wake up baby” I roll over and there are the most beautiful pair of brown eyes staring back at me. I smile it's not a dream its real last night happened I am in cowboys bed. He leans down and starts to kiss me. Babe your dad is blowing up your phone says if you don't answer him he is sending Dook and Meat to find you. I just let out a breath and rub my hands over my face. I look at cowboy “What did you say to him” cowboy answers "Nothing babe I just text him back told him I dropped you at Tots” We both started laughing he knows my dad so well. He won’t call her or go by her house he hates my friend. I am surprised he lets me be friends with her at all. But Dook and Meat they will go by there looking for me. I grab my phone off the night stand sure enough 5 missed calls from my dad, 2 missed calls from each of my brothers and about 20 text messages from all three of them. I hit dial it rings once when my dad’s voice is in my ear. Do you not know how to use a phone anymore Maddie? Sorry daddy cowboy dropped me off and I must have feel asleep before I called you. I didn't mean to upset you. Maddie girl your old man just worries about you the world is not safe and I can't sleep unless I know you are safe. Oh Daddy I love you too and I am fine now go to sleep I will see you tomorrow we hang up I roll over to cowboy. He has this huge smile on his face. I just shake my head this is not going to go well if he finds out he is going to kill you for lying to him. Cowboy’s mouth is on mine "We will worry about all of that tomorrow Angel tonight nothing else matters but us” we are kissing like we may never see each other again. He has rolled over on his back and I am laying on top of him like his own blanket. I start kissing down his neck, his chest kissing him everywhere. Then I get to what I want to kiss most his cock. It is hard and ready for me you can see a drop of precum at the tip. I lean down and lick it. He pulls in a quick breath so I get braver I suck the whole tip into my mouth "God mad don't stop" so I don't I go as far down as I can without gagging and then pull back up. I feel his hands in my hair holding my head as I move up and down on his length. He pulls my hair stopping my head "Angel I want to cum in you not in your mouth" I let his cock fall free from my mouth and he pulls me back up him he spreads my legs so I am straddling him "Angel ride me" I lift my hips and he is pushing his length into my dripping pussy. "Babe you are so wet for me" I start to moan he is so deep this way I have never felt anything like this. I am riding him with everything I have moving up and down faster. "Oh my god” Cowboy is painting "That's it Angel grind that tight pussy on my cock" I love the way he talks to me it just makes me wetter. He starts to rub his finger on my clit and I am getting close. I can feel it building in me. "Come for me Angel” my whole body goes tight and my pussy is pulsing on his cock "Oh my god mad” I can feel his seed deep inside hitting the walls of my pussy again. He grabs hold of me rolls us over to where I am pinned beneath him. "Angel you are mine you belong to me from now on" I pull his head down to me and start to kiss him like I never have before "Cowboy I have always been yours" We lay there laughing and kissing for what seems like hours. He finally pulls out of me tucks me in tight to his chest kisses my hair "Happy Birthday Angel I love you” I turn my head look him in the eyes” I love you too thanks for the best birthday ever cowboy” Then I fall asleep in the most beautiful place on earth cowboys arms. I am finally where I belong.